Hati dan Bimbang

Pagi tu, tak macam pagi-pagi yang sebelumnya~ dingin, sejuk.

Tiba-tiba jer peluh keluar, macam panas sangat; menandakan kehadiran penganggu hati yang dah lama hilang.

Nama dia Cik Bimbang.

Cik Bimbang ni dulu selalu gak lepak kat dataran hati, sajer bikin kecoh. Bukan bagi manfaat pun. Asyik- asyik nak kacau aman, nak usik tenang.

Cik Hati: Cik Bimbang, tak yah la datang lagi, bagi la 'chance' kiterorg relax.

Cik Bimbang: Hai, keadaan mcm ni pun nak relax lagi ker?

Cik Hati: Jangan la cakap mcm tu, keja kuat mcm mana pun, perlukan rehat, perlukan sunyi.

Cik Bimbang: Lucu! tengah2 gawat mcm ni masih pikir untuk lapang, untuk rehat~ sinis

Cik Hati: Maksud Cik Bimbang?

Cik Bimbang: Usia sudah lewat 31; masih tak cukupkah? Apa lagi yang dikejar? 

Cik Hati: ..........(salah ker).........

Cik Bimbang: Seiring keinginan, jangan lupa tuntutan iman, dilimpahi nikmat kegembiraan, jangan lalaikan kedukaan. Kadang2 duka itu baik untuk keinsafan, untuk peringatan.

Cik Hati: ~ketawa besar~ please, your preach has no place here. Don't tell me you don't enjoy things that can give you happiness and pleasure. It's hypocrite you see?

Cik Bimbang: ~smile~ that's why i am here, sister. The beauty of syukr lies in the hand of those who can enjoy happiness for the sake of Allah. Bagaimana bisa?

"tika makan itu nikmat, ingati laparmu

tika tidur itu lazat, ingati resah mimpimu

tika tenang itu lewat, ingati gundahmu

tika lapang itu dekat, insafi sibukmu"

Cik Hati: Astaghfirullah....

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For the first time, anxiety is no longer a burden; a hate. Bimbang itu juga indah bukan?

Nyandak Sutong

"Ke lauk weh! ke lauk!"~ squids quest everyone!!! :D

Well, that's what we had in plan, and yet the ultimate will still reserve to the desire of Allah SWT. We had everything in hand for the adventure~ the rod, the lure, artificial baits, torch; just to name a few~ but little we know that the generator will be making a fuss when the time comes huhuhuhu sedih tau? Nonetheless, we had so much fun; still~ in experiencing our~very~first fishing moment; well, most of us actually :p Masing- masing macam 'jakun' giler tengok ikan tersangkut dekat pancing ehehhehehe Now i truly understand the excitement of having your own catch! The reward comes only with continuous perseverence and determination :) It does not matter whether the catch is as much as 15 kg "haruan tasik" or merely a tiny-miny tamban (or herring) which normally weigh around 0.2 to 0.3 kg. What matters is the quality time that we treasure with the one that we love and care~ ehheeheh kata-kata nak sedapkan hati orang yang tak boleh nak mencandat sotong :p

The groups have been divided into two (2); those with family that includes children and atok2 (hehehee sorry pok su!) will be in one boat, and the lads (who are mostly the singletons) will be in the other one, which is relatively smaller in size~ hey! i should be there with the young lads! saper yg bahagi2 kumpulan ni? dengki la tu~ Grrrrr....

With only 2-days break, nothing much is left for sight seeing and shopping ~huhuhuhu nok 'beli kaing batek kak pasor payang tapi dok dang :-(....~ however, we managed to do a short visit to Abang Bidin's house (apparently Abang Bidin is Abah's second cousin) who lives not that far from Awana Kijal. When I saw him, I cant help but to be surprised! Masya Allah, he looks old and weak :-( and then it comes to my knowledge that he had been suffering from diabetes for quite a long time and this is proven from the disappearance of one of his leg. I remember how my sis; Qielle getting really annoyed with Abang Bidin when he comes to visit Mok in Besut :-) " 'Aqilahhhhh, 'aqilahhh.." ehhehe he likes to call my sis with a special tune that he made it up himself. But now, looking at him :-( he blankly see my face and try hard to remember my name. Makcik Yah, the wife is indeed a loyal companion. She seems to accept the test faithfully, with no regrets and continues her pray for a miracle. "Kuase Tuhang (Allah) takdok saper tau, dokto sekalipung buleh jangke jer dok? Mudoh-mudohang abd ding sembuh macang sediakale" she once said and smile. I secretly agree and pray the same too. Amin, amin, amin ya Rabbal Alamin..

Overall, I think I start to love fishing! Can't wait for the next trip to come~ well, hopes there is a next trip really :-D and this time, i'll pray for the luck to be with us. Kemaman, we'll be back! p(^o^)q Gombaro!

p/s: Oh yes, we had a chance to have a 5-minute stop at Pantai Kemasik, the nearby beach. Dont you think it's a lovely piece of work? Subhanallah...what a view eh? Happy viewing!